Stuchen Free

Here in this honky tonk little house of mirrors. I knew that I would continue to feel these ill-effects if I stayed where I was.

Am.

 4 D 3D5D. 6D a dollar!

And you know them silicone boys will get it. 

Meanwhile:

The kitty had to roost somewhere a little quieter rather than with the krazy dog and the little Napoleon doggy. 

And I was a good mark wasn't I, wasn't I?

 I found how absolutely wrapped around a paw I can be.

Meanwhile I remember those times in Seattle, during the Nirvana years, when we all would collaborate with promise, it was beautiful yet my head was void of future. No plans just the present.  A trifle hedonistic, a dash of divinity.

And the company I was keeping blew my mind how lovely how expensive they were.

Open. Hearted and mind.

And I had boundaries. It came in short bursts.

I was evolving I knew it another bolt of understanding opening up my mind to relations with people, having boundaries knowing the games played and somehow not choosing that awareness as a constant. Was I trading my career in like a car? Then,

what happened all hell happened.

It fell apart. No forward action.

Stasis and stupidity.

To start that again, 

Start it up,

is a dream a fantasy,

Of recurring nightmare of delusions of grandeur. Not mine personally but the play The stupid plays that I've been trying to communicate my spirit experience with. So dopey. Too revealing . Please people don't ever do this. People are ready when they're ready and you ain't going to make them more ready by talking at them and having them run away.

 Does it even matter?

 does it influence

              the choices

       The feel like ....

I have to make and strive and strain in order to survive?

And what is survival? Is it different than prosperity?

God how a Taurus heart loves the stasis, the stable, the secure. 

So,  messing with 

                         movement.

I'm here we are here we are all here in this pause before the final countdown.

 And the thing to remember the thing is not to go all thinging, the thing is to evolve again, Even though your red neck will chafe.

  awake arise awake arise

Once upon a time there was a princess...